Saturday, June 20, 2009

Going home!

I have made up my mind, and Im going home! I need to be with my mom.

My boyfriend and I arent talking, still, and he has been doing a lot of things with his family so I have decided that its time for me to do things with my family! I need to grieve away from him. I need to heal a little bit before I talk to him about our daughter.

Now I can be near my mom, my step dad, my dog, and cats. Lately, since Amia died, I havent eaten much. I have maybe eaten three times a week since the 8th. I know when Im up there my mom will make me eat, which is a good thing!

I NEED to be around her. I NEED to be around a woman! I live with two guys, both of which are th typical man, I need to be around people who show emotion!

1 comment:

  1. My mom came to stay with us for a while after Levi died and it really helped. Men really do grieve differently but I've learned that just because it's different doesn't mean they still aren't hurting too. The more we've talked though the more we realize that many of our feelings are the same we're just expressing them differently.
    Peace & hugs to you!